Taylor Swift as a Healing Modality

Yesterday, I was standing in front of my altar, looking at my wall. ⁣⁣⁣
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Recently I was reflecting on my time in update NY 5 years later.⁣⁣⁣
I realized if I wouldn’t have gone there, I wouldn’t have the 2 pieces of art above my altar made by friends. ⁣⁣⁣
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I wouldn’t have met some of my favorite people.⁣

Hindsight is 2020, perhaps. #wink ⁣⁣⁣
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But in the midst of it…I was moving through lessons of loss (Saturn in Scorpio) ⁣⁣⁣
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From death, losing my peace of mind, heartbreak, to social exile, My ‘reputation’ was in flames. #wink ⁣⁣⁣
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More than anything - I lost myself. ⁣⁣⁣
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Over these 5 years, ⁣⁣⁣
I took my secret hobby of Astrology and dug deeper. Mostly cuz I was staring at myself in the mirror Michael Scott style saying “WHY ARE YOU THE WAY YOU ARE.” ⁣⁣⁣
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I started therapy with a dope woman named Amy. She called me out when I’d come into the session with a “Here’s a funny story!” and in the end she’d be like “um…that’s traumatic, Neha, not funny.” ⁣⁣⁣
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I learned Human Design and discovered I’m not meant to just go out + initiate. I’m meant to respond, do what lights me up, and give myself permission to change my mind. ⁣⁣⁣
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I’ve learned to breathe and move into my body, Inhale, hold at the top, exhale⁣⁣⁣
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In 2018, I discovered the magic that is Taylor Swift from my mentor Kristen Jett of Starlit Strategies #TaylorSwiftAsAHealingModality ⁣⁣⁣
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5 years later -I’ve died a 1000 inner deaths, I’m reborn every time. More me than ever. ⁣⁣⁣
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All the lessons of loss taught me that I can never lose what’s true and real; that treasure lives within. #LessonsOfScorpio⁣⁣⁣
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I know some people aren’t a fan of ‘everything happens for a reason’ cuz sometimes life is like ‘what the fuck’ #lol⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣
But staring at this art above my altar…I’m thinking, whatever happens in life, we can make art from it. ⁣⁣⁣
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Express ourselves. Tell our stories. Feel our feels, process, and let go. #LessonsOfLeo #Gate56⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣


Turning shit into gold. #alchemy ⁣⁣⁣
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Turning our lessons into purpose, karma to dharma. ⁣⁣⁣
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Making art from our pain. then learning to make art through our joy. (cuz both are real and valid)⁣⁣⁣
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And forever, living a yummy life <3